a daydream
i’m dreaming a daydream this summer night in june
of a sacred ceremony beneath the moon
we jump over a broom we laugh, we share
stars are angled here and there
sable skies are everywhere
we cradle smiles on family’s faces
dance to hearts’ beat, gather friends’ embraces
at home, our bodies, paradise––we meld
i feel the depth of your love unfurl
and even though it’s only a dream
you longed to make it reality
my mind’s of surmise, eyes two full wells
as i contemplate our parallels
now how can a daydream do all that to me?
when so long ago you left me free?
since the occasion can’t truly be
i’ll settle for the fantasy
of feeling your love surrounding me.
?
lovers think it may be fate
some say synchronicity
others call it coincidence
maybe it’s telepathy ––
these constant reminders of you
3 a.m. i awake with you
on my mind first time in years
i search engine your name
obit states you passed away–– accra
6 thousand miles from africa
a license plate bears accra.
after we were through thought i
disposed of the photos of you
1 day see the 1 you took for me.
lately when i awake, the clock
shows in ratio the date
i learned you’re now late.
i pass a street sign, first time,
on it, your last name, which wanted for me
grand as a celeb’s on a marquee.
i check the temp by weather app
my city, yours too–– 73 here
as was there where you died,
and together our skies cried.
1 morning i awake, same time
you used to call “rise early
and strike oil” said the quote of the day
you earned your living that way.
your belated birthday friday,
the weekday we first met, my flow
10 days delayed, decides to show.
so…do these kinds of incidents
qualify as coincidence?
signal synchronicity?
or equal telepathy?
or if this is or isn’t fate
does any of it negate
that memories of you’ve now commenced
to be my past in present tense?