Hopeless
Ask the ancestors where hope has gone?
Has she sagged
her deep, blue-green, beautiful
but dreadful soul
into my deepest fears?
Has she forgotten
how to disguise
herself
into matter?
Perhaps, she has neglected me.
forgetting to occupy
space
in my dreams,
ignoring the need to
defy all commands of time,
ignoring the need to
withstand the
inhibitions that the words
of my deepest fears have
incised in my heart.